We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing that we fear grows stronger. ~Tad Williams
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4:51 PM
Saturday, January 30, 2010 Saturday.
Yesterday Toni,or rather should I say,Pony,asked me to take off my spectacles during drama, i was pretty reluctant at first. Then i realised the REAL REASON! He said I LOOK DIFFERENT from my facebook profile picture! He actually went to facebook and compared the difference.. He even like,ask me if I photoshopped. -.- Gosh. Do i really look that different? Oh,well.Blame it on my spectacles and that stupid ugly-looking uniform. I look nerdy in school. I look like a pai-kia when i go out. The difference IS huge. -.-
I listened to a girl sing on Youtube,she was great and got over 2 million views if I'm not wrong,check it out! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mcj_Iitf9w4 The song is Party In The Usa by Miley Cyrus. (:
It's actually nicer to write at a blog with few people tagging or reading it,there's not much restrictions what NOT to write.I have finished my quota for January..
All right,i shall be a good girl now and do my bloody homework. :P
[Quote of the day]
The important thing is to not be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past & recognize that every day won't be sunny. & when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember that it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, & those stars lead you back home. ♥
Jellies and Spongebob, -Xenon-
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1:49 PM
Friday, January 29, 2010 Weird Day
Today was a weird day for me, honestly. I feel tired and even lazy to update. After softball today,we went back to classroom and we stood up to greet the teacher, and Sonia was like '' Zhi Ling,your pants..'' then i looked down realise the AI logo was behind!! I had worn my pants the opposite sides! It was so embarrassing!! I wanted to climb inside a hole and stay there forever.. The whole class erupted into laughter..And I,myself was laughing.
I feel really stupid in IT..Keep asking people how to do the bloody flash thing.:( Mdm Yong was nice and patient enough..It's not my fault that my stupid brain refuses to work.
For drama,I was very shocked. We were supposed to audition for CNY. Because we are doing a play on Chinese New Year and Mr Ang is supposed to do a play. So I keep thinking about what to act,gangster or what? In the end , i acted as Ms Viviene from Dance Ensemble. It's like I am teaching a student and the student was very stupid so i scolded her..And even sing the hot n cold song..There was no one in the room except for Weida and Mr Ang. When i went out of the room,i felt like i totally screw up. I tripped over some of my lines and sang offbeat.. Then we went to the idea boutique,i totally had no mood to do anything.. After that went back to the room,it's time to reveal the results. Mr Ang called out many people's names but did not called out mine. I knew I did badly so I did not mind. Then suddenly he called me out. I was kind of shocked then raised my hand.. John told me to go out but i was kinda still in a confused state.. And I'm acting as a wife. A rich tai-tai. Weird or what? I am still shocked now and I hope I will not mess up in front of the whole school.
[Quote of the day] ''Shoot for the moon,even if you missed,you'll land among the stars''
Smiles and Aliens, -Xenon-
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8:17 PM
Thursday, January 28, 2010 The Way I loved You by Taylor Swift
I simply LOVE this song,listen to the song and read the lyrics..
He is sensible and so incredible And all my single friends are jealous He says everything I need to hear and it's like I couldn't ask for anything better He opens up my door and I get into his car And he says you look beautiful tonight And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name You're so in love that you act insane And that's the way I loved you Breakin' down and coming undone It's a roller coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space And never makes me wait And he calls exactly when he says he will He's close to my mother Talks business with my father He's charming and endearing And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name You're so in love that you act insane And that's the way I loved you Breakin' down and coming undone It's a roller coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking And my heart's not breaking Cause I'm not feeling anything at all And you were wild and crazy Just so frustrating intoxicating Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain It's 2am and I'm cursing your name I'm so in love that I acted insane And that's the way I loved you Breaking down and coming undone It's a roller coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh Never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you
Do you like it?I have wrote a song recently and I am looking for someone to compose the tunes for me.Lucinda read it but she did not give me much opinions..
[Quote of the day]''Dream as you'll live forever,live as you'll die today~''
Teddy bears and broken hearts, -Xenon-
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5:55 PM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 Interesting Teachers vs Boring Teachers
Today was as usual .. I REALLY detest Science lessons,it's really VERY boring! I think teachers should make their lessons more interesting,if you cannot even make their student interested in your lessons,I think you have failed as a teacher.______ lessons are also pretty boring even though _______ is pretty nice.But she wore black every lesson,and those few pieces of clothing.I mean,even though you're a teacher and your job is to teach students,but the very least you should do is to dress more interestingly.For example,the student gets tired of your lessons and decided to focus on your shoes/hair/skirt or whatever,and if you wear something nice,the student will think: ''I like her shoes,where did she get it from?'' , then focus on the lessons.However,if you are as boring as my life,the student's response will be:''*Yawns* , I better get back to sleep now.''
I HEART CHINESE LESSONS TO THE CORE!!! Not only the teacher makes the class interesting in class,she is also very humorous.She also use DRAMA to teach the class,and her fashion sense is not bad too.Where can you get a teacher like that??This is how all teachers should be like!
By the way,I will try to post a minimum of 5 posts per month.(: Anyway,I will only link people who leave comments in my cbox often or those who update their blog often.I will also put a quote of a day on my blog..
CONGRATS to YUNXUAN (: for being the first one to know about my blog link.Thank you for saying my blogskin is nice.All right,shall not bore you guys with my endless ramblings.
[Quote of the Day]''What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.''~
