Friday, January 28, 2011
Made up my mind to be happy.
Or least I hope to be:)
Random Chatter Of Xenon
11:05 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
I don't like it at all.
Jealousy.
EEEEEEE I don't wanna like him... Cannot afford to sia.
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10:49 PM
Monday, January 17, 2011
CNY play was alright today I guess,hope we don't screw up in front of Ms D tmr.
You,I don't wanna like you anymore.
It's painful,confusing.
Maybe I am liking for the sake of liking?
I am standing solo this year I guess.
School-boring shit.
I miss 2e3,cannot deny the fact.
Dreading Physics.BORING SHIT.
ZhiLing,please move on,its already 2011.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
9:15 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2011
I'm pissed off with myself all of a sudden
Mood swing.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
3:27 PM
Saturday, January 8, 2011
I feel tired in school.
I feel slightly sleepy in certain lessons.
I feel super sleepy when I reached home.
I feel cranky if I reached home and has a lot of homework.
I feel knock out if I reached home and has a lot of homework and I don't have time to complete it or don't know how to do it and I have a test the next day.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
11:19 AM
Friday, January 7, 2011
I really used to take things for granted,but now I treasured time spent with certain people.. Remembered when I first came to this school,I complained about everything and anything.But now,looking back,I don't know what I have to complain about.Let's take studies for example,things were so easy back then,CCA was only once a week.I always slack in sec two/sec one.I seldom make effort to revise my work..Spent my time facebooking.Super no life sia.Sometimes when I see people who's in 2e3(other classes),those who's not in 3e2,my heart aches a lot for some reason.I really missed them a lot,the times we spent together.3e2 is so damn boring D: No malay boys to joke around..
I am still trying to adjust to 3e2,but I really don't think I will be as close to 3e2 as I did in 2e3.I have been focusing on my studies a lot more now,and I am pretty proud of that.I guess I had really matured a lot since 2009.These 2 years,I learnt pretty much.
I want to take this chance to say sorry to a friend,YX.
I'm really sorry I used to bitch about you in sec 1.I was ''jealous'' of your friendship with PL,I was afraid of losing her,that's why I did stupid things.Forgive me okay! Thank you always for encouraging me,it really meant a lot to me,talking to you is always a good chance to destress,it was the kind of emotional support i really needed.I will treasure my times with you in AISS! And yeah,I know triple science classes is SUPER STRESSFUL but yeah,just try to REN! Give yourself a teeny reward everyday,like going for a cup or bubbletea or using the computer for half an hour or simply watching some tv.Life will always be tough,no one said it will be easy..Anything just complain to me or what k!!
With much love,
Z.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
8:22 PM
Thursday, January 6, 2011
11 people for my physics class.
25 people for history class.
23 for POA class.
A maths sucks.
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9:15 PM
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
I know I always update on the first day of school,so here am I.
Today was,tiring.
I fucking miss certain people,i guess you will only treasure things after they are gone
I am fucking trying my best to smile
put on a happy face
but still I'm scared.
How to cope with my studies?
How to cope with CCA at the same time?
I'm so tired physically and mentally
Thinking about 2011 makes me scared,afraid.
Life is no fun.
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8:03 PM
