Sunday, May 30, 2010
I'm back from Shanghai.
It was awesome.
I guess it was the best 7 days i had ever had.
It was nice not thinking about anything,just having fun.
The food there sucks though.
I want to be happy too.
I want to be the person whom I want to be.
I want to stop thinking so much.
I have been wasting my life this year.
I didn't choose all this crap,believe me.
Who's true and who's not,
i know it myself.
Some memories,i will keep it in my heart.
Some memories,i shall delete it in my heart.
Some people will remain in my heart,and some shall be deleted.
I think i shall stop bloggng till i feel like.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
4:06 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
more days to SHANGHAI! I can't wait(:
Everyday seems to pass so slowly.
Today was quite funny in class.
Ms Dianah:What do you want to be when you grow up?
Amsyar:BATMAN!
ROFL.Funny la!Ms Dianah asked me too..But i shrugged my shoulders. XP
I like today's chinese lesson.We hided under the tables in the dark hoping to prank Ms Zhao..But Jianxing beat us to it.And we watched Crayon Shinchan! Awesome!
Today saw Shaliza in bus and i asked her to verify her number.
Then she asked me to type my number.
And i just realize Shuek and YuLing,one of my primary schoolmates are friends.
Was kind of shocked.
Haha.
lalalalalala.
It's a short post(:
Random Chatter Of Xenon
9:31 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Okay..My results seriously suck to the core.
Got loads of Cs. D:
1 more mark to B4 for Maths,Science as well as Geography.
I wasted paper for geography,so Ms D deducted 1 mark..
Or else i could have gotten B4 for Geography!
Damn it.
Dear William,
It's useless writing this due to the fact you're lying in some coffin now.
I just wanna say some things.
I'm not interested in the stupid love story you've written,i bet you have no idea how that makes millions of people in the world suffer.Why not write a story with happily ever after as an ending?Like the prince and princess live happily forever after and they gave birth to a cute little baby and the baby got killed by a mean lizard.Oh crap,i don't know what the hell am i writing.Well,my point is i don't care if both Romeo and Juliet are deeply in love and they can have sex in their sickening coffin for all i care.Why the hell do you have to write this god damn story?Well you're lying comfortably in your coffin while the rest have to suffer.You AWESOME man.
Lots of hatred,
Ling.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
4:19 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
[Chorus:]
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
[Repeat Chorus]
You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
This song is fucking painful,yes,i cried.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
2:51 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
It's one week to the shanghai trip,and i cannot deny the fact i'm excited !!
Bought my suitcase today..Costs $40..
A small one and the big one..
Since i have nothing to do..shall type down the group thingy.
Group A(Mdm Chong Mong Leng)
1.Eileen Chua Yee Ling
2.Nicole Seah XinYi
3.Lee Jia Hu
i4.Liew Zi Xun
GroupB(Mdm Chong Mong Leng)
1.Bvlyn Leow Wan Yun
2.Low MeiJun
3.Looi Jia Wen
4.Low Zhi Ling
GroupC(Ms Hu Jingying)
1.Lim Kai Xin Angeline
2.Ang Yan Lin
3.Rizalyn Jovellanous Tay
4.Wong Shu Yi Yohanna
GroupD(Ms Hu Jingying)
1.Ong Zi Lin Alicia
2.Yuan ShaoYan
3.Ngoh May Wan
4.Yeong Qing Wen Cindy
GroupE(Mr Ong Boon Siong)
1.Justin Teoh Tze How
2.Gui Jia Qing
3.Li JianXing
4.Cassell Chew Sheng Yi
5.Tan Yi Hui Freddie (-_-)
Shall post some random pictures..
Edited by yours truly.
I tried on this dress today..It was really nice.But the price is nice too..
$60..
Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
this thing is breaking down we almost never speak
i don't feel welcome anymore
baby what happened cause one second it was perfect
now you're halfway out the door
Random Chatter Of Xenon
8:59 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010
Alright,i'm really bored. :(
Shall type my favourite parts of Taylor's songs out.I'm lame.
Jump then fall - the bottom's gonna drop out from our feet
i'll catch you,i'll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,i'll catch you
the time is gonna come you're so mad you could cry
but i'll hold you through the night until you smile
Untouchable - in the middle of the night when i'm in this dream
it's like a million little stars burning at your name
you gotta c'mon c'mon
say that we'll be together
c'mon c'mon
little taste of heaven
Forever and Always - so here's to everything coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going
thought i knew for a minute but i don't anymore
Come in with the rain- Talk to yourself,talk to the tears,talk to the man who put you here and don't wait for the sky to clear
Superstar-And i knew from the first note played,i'd be breaking all my rules to see you
The other side of the door - with your face and the beautiful eyes
and the conversation and the little white lies
and the faded picture of a beautiful night,you carried me from your car up the stairs
and i broke down crying,was she worth this mess
after everything and that little black dress
after everything i must confess...i need you...i need you
Fearless- i love this whole song la.. " but i don't know why but with you i'd dance,in a storm,in my best dress,fearless''
Fifteen- when all you wanted
was to be wanted
wish you could go back
and tell yourself what you know now
Love Story- i got tired of waiting
wondering if you were coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town
Hey Stephen-hey stephan,i could give you fifty reasons why i should be the one you choose
all those other girls,well they're beautiful but would they write a song for you?
White horse- and there you are on your knees,begging for forgiveness,begging for me,just like I always wanted,but i'm so sorry..
You belong with me-oh i remember you driving to my house,in the middle of the night,i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
Breathe- it's 2am,feeling like i just lost a friend
hope you know this ain't easy,easy for me..
Tell me why - you might think i'm bullet-proof but i'm not
You're not sorry-you used to shine so brightly but i watched all of it fade
The way i loved you-he can't see the smile i'm faking and my heart's not breaking cause i'm not feeling anything at all and you were wild and crazy just so frustrating intoxicating complicated ,got away by some mistake now
Change-so we've been outnumbered
raided and now cornered
it's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair
Today i'm so mad that i could cry
Didn't know this is call friendship
my mistake,alright?
for being so stupid..
Random Chatter Of Xenon
4:13 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Rushed to northpoint then go popualr and bought Justin's bdae gift.Last min work.haha.Watched this with Nicole,Bvlyn,JiaYing,ZhiHui,Jiahui,Justin,Terry and Koven.
Actually i don't really understand.
But some parts quite funny..
Shanghai briefing was alright,but so much things to prepare for!
I'm in the same group as Jiawen,Meijun and Bvlyn.
Only got 5 boys going for this trip..
Freddie,Cassell,Jianxing,Justin and JiaQing.
I pity Jianxing.. Freddie.
Ughh.Jianxing is so pathetic.
Mdm Chong,Ms Hu and Mr Ong.
Got 4 sec3s going,and 17 secs2.
I wonder what gifts to get for the people there?Durian?HAHA!(:
I hate my style of bloggging,it was totally ruin thanks to my laziness.
I don't like to feel this way.
I hate being afraid,to fall that deep.
I guess I don't want to get hurt.
Yes,I'm selfish that way.
Sweet things always come before the bitterness.
I don't know if you're just playing.
This is what my cousin posted at his facebook wall,i found it quite true.
Friendship & Love.
Both are similarly linked to one another.
Both can drive someone nuts,
Both Can Help someone stand up once again,
Both is As important to a person's life,
Both is something you cant live without.
Both is equally Weak,
Weak enough to break with just a pin drop,
Both are hard to mend,
Although it's hard to fend.
Friends.. Love.. Friends.. Love..
Everybody seems to be deprived of it.
Friendship & Love.
Friendship to love
Love to Friendship
Friendship develops the fire needed.
Love bitters down to friendship.
FriendShip Is something everyone has.
Love is something everyone need.
Without one of them, life wouldn't be so Lively.
But if you had to make a choice, Which Would You Actually Choose.
It's hard to pic...k, But if you gotta make THAT choice.
-Pick.
I will pick friendship,because for love,it's easier to get hurt.Friendship at least can last for a lifetime,but not love.
Love once shattered,it will very difficult to be friends again.
-ZLing
Random Chatter Of Xenon
10:52 PM
I am stupid.
I am blur.
I am short.
I am messy.
I am full of flaws.
God is awesome,just by blessing me,
with many wonderful people who cared.
Thank you all! ]
And i don't how it gets better than this,you take my hand,and drag me headfirst fearless.
I love fearless.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
9:26 AM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
This is not how I'm supposed to feel.
I'm really afraid today.
And confused.
:(
Chatted wif ___ on msn today.
Was kinda happy,cos ____ said hiie the moment i onlined.
But today due to certain things,i'm scared and confused.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
9:23 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010
Okay,i seriously i think i flunked today's HCL paper,
which was fucking difficult.
It's the last paper tomorrow.
Yay!
Hahahahaha!
Today was pretty hilarious.
PuayLin fell on the floor!
She thought her chair was behind her!
Really damn funny.
I'm me and I won't change
I'm still in the midst of finding myself.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
8:14 PM
Saturday, May 8, 2010
1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Yes.(:
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Ng
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
No.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
7 May 9.45pm++,Justin.
5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
Bag.
6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Smsing!
7.What are you excited for?
Shanghai Immersion Trip
8. What were you doing yesterday?
Slacking at northpoint.
9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
-_-'' i'm not gonna say.
10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Ice Kachang
11. Have a best friend?
Yeapp(:
12. Are you scared to fall in love?
Yes..
13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
It depends,usually does not work out
14.Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Hmm.. i not sure.
15. What time is it right this second?
12.21pm
16. What do you want right now?
I don't know.
17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Heidi,long time ago.
18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Taken BY NEO PUAY LIN.
19. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday.My fringe poked into my eye!
20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Okay la..
21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yes.
22. How fast does your mind change?
Very fast.
23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Yes.
24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
No.
25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
How would I know.
26. Tell me what's on your mind.
I don't want to flunk my exams.
27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Shanghai.Shanghai.Shanghai.In 2 weeks time.
28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Nope -.-''
29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Dunno.
30. When is your next road trip?
why is this quiz so suckish?
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yes.
32. How's your heart?
Normal heartbeat.
33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Yup.
34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Hope not
35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Study la.
36. When will your next kiss take place?
This quiz really lame.
37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No la.
38. Who do you not get along with?
Milk.
39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
Lol...
40. What are you wearing right now?
Pink pants and white top.
41. Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
yes.wasted lots of time.
42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
long long long time ago.
43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
idk
44. How did you feel when you woke up?
sleepy and frustrated.
45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Yup,i'm bored
46. Do you crack your knuckles?
sometimes. LOL
47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Sleeping
48. What are your LEGAL initials?
LZL
49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Beng Yee.
50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Hmm..IDK.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
12:29 PM
Friday, May 7, 2010
I finally have the chance to update this..
Been busy recently due to Mid Year Examination.
I can't believe I'm so hardworking.
If I don't get A1 for History,i want to bang MYSELF on the wall.
I studied 3 whole days for it!
I hope I can at least pass all my examinations..
Slacked too much recently,only study when exams are near..
Went to northpoint with JiaYing yesterday..
We went to library..
Then after that Justin and Zhihui came.
We went to KFC after that..
and soon after that a bunch of malay guys went in.
Me:That one boy or girl?
Justin:Eh.. should be girl bah.
ZH and JY buying food at that time
Justin:*mouth very open*OMG.Faster look at them..
Gay:'' OMG~~~ MY PHONE!!'' He even wave his hands..Even camwhored.Ew.
Walao.. they were damn gay.Slapping each other's butt.Flipping their hair.
And one of their hairstyles look like Ms Ang last time derh hairstyle.
Recently keep going to northpoint after exams..
Study... :P
I had this crazy idea to keep a diary next year.It would be nice when you're fifty,and look through your own diary,quite interesting.But I'm VERY LAZY to do so.Very tempted to buy that notebook at popular..UGH.
I realised finding myself is difficult.
Sometimes I try to be the person I want
but I fail.
Sometimes I spend too much time thinking about life
in the end cause me to have no life.
I reread your messages again and again.
Somehow that feeling is gone.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
7:51 PM
