Sunday, September 26, 2010
Have the zest to start blogging again.WOOHOO.
Shall create a new blog after EOY.
Gonna dump away the old stuff,bad stuff.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
10:42 AM
Friday, September 10, 2010
Ughh sometimes,idon't even know to put my feelings into words.
It's like words can't even explain how i feel.
FUCK. It's like i turned into some bloody some whiny kid.
You think its my fault my hair keep dropping?
Can I say'' hey hair,stop dropping?'' and it will?
For god's sake,i can't even control lor.
Can you control when you want to shit?Control when you want to pee?
If not then just shut the FUCK up.
Zomg i have become so vulgar.
-.-
I detest typing in this kind of Singaporean English.
It's so disgusting,totally ruining English.
But typing in perfect English is so boring.
My vocabulary ain't that good.
I should stop wasting my time and go study now.I'm so fucking bored.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
5:15 PM
I'm lazy to blog because i'm not even aware of my own feelings.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
5:01 PM
Monday, September 6, 2010
I'm so lazy that I am ashamed of myself.
Simply no zest to do everything.
My head is stuck in the clouds.
Time is passing way to fast
and its making me afraid.
I know i need to pick up my books,start studying and blahblahblah like whatever good kids do.
But my head.. it tends to daydream,i can't help it.
I'm no good at controlling temptation..
No use blaming the computer,
it's me who cannot control myself.
Sometimes I do wonder what happen to my brain,
its empty and empty and empty all of a sudden..
I got scared of thinking about next year..
Fear is capturing my heart..
Ps.Can i escape to somewhere where I can be myself?
I'm so mad at myself sometimes.
I hate my brain.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
12:00 PM
Thursday, September 2, 2010
How many of you think this at least once a day ?
'' Do I look weird? ''
'' Is my hair alright? ''
and many more.We are often insecure about how we look and care too much about how others think of us.
I think its relatively important to be comfortable in your own skin.
Accepting your own flaws and looks is one thing,improving yourself for the better is another.
So you look at yourself in the mirror and you are thinking...
1.my nose is fat
2.i look ugly
3.why do i have that many pimples on my face?
4.why is my hair so wavy?
Well,the list could go on and on.
Yes,everyone have flaws..but the thing is,how do you change in a better way?
It's no use to keep complaining about yourself.
I can sit in front of the mirror and look at myself.. I can come up with a million flaws.
I choose not to.
I know why this year I'm so unhappy.
I'm a really lucky person to have awesome peeps around me.
So today,just be yourself,be who you want to be.
Even if you're imperfect.
:D
Random Chatter Of Xenon
4:51 PM
