Saturday, February 27, 2010
I should stop feeling sorry for myself and mope about every single day.
Seriously.
Drama is now going to be increased to two times a week,sigh.
Life is so tiring.
I hate my seat in class.
Mathan is sitting in front of me,blocking my view and everything.
Tricia is sitting behind me,i think i only spoke about 10 sentences to her last year. -.-''
Faiz is still sitting next to me,apparently he enjoys sitting next to me because he can have access to my hole-puncher.But he's quite alright.
Nawlfawl is sitting next to me in class and i will have to listen to his endless ramblings in class!
Teachers can be so unreasonable at times,i don't talk much in school.
Except sometimes to Lucinda and JiaYing.
Who am i going to ask stuff in school now?
It's so difficult to talk to Lucinda,since she now sits diagonally behind me.
I cannot believe myself,i actually PASSED my geography test.
22.5/40.
I'm so proud of myself,^^
That's because I'm lucky!
my brain cannot function properly at all.
Ask Helen and you'll get the whole story.
MYLIFESUCKSTOTHECORE.
I'm currently addicted to the song fearless.
[Fearless] by Taylor Swift
There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah
We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you
And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it
'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless
'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless This song makes me fearless somehow.Oh yea,Chong Lao Shi allowed me to go Shanghai le!Jianxing is going too!I'm so excited!![Quote of the day ] And we know its never simple,never easy.Never a clean break,no one here to save me. Breathing and being fearless,
Xenon
Random Chatter Of Xenon
1:35 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
I suspect something.
I suspect that when my mum gave birth to me,i left my brain there.
LIFE REALLY SUCKS WHEN YOU'RE SOMEONE NAMED LOW ZHI LING.
Okay lah,i know i'm lame.
But my life seriously suck.
They said i changed,today so many people asked me why i'm so quiet.
Cause i cannot help it mah,i'm so pessismistic or something like that.
Oh nice,i cannot even spell that P word correctly.
AHHHHHHHHH!
Ps.ignore tis post,i am just here to rant my unhappiness out.
-Xenon
Random Chatter Of Xenon
6:13 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
I am too lazy to post. :P
I hate donation cards.
Honestly,schools are making use of us , poor kids to ask for donations.
And i don't believe in charity.
Look at what happened to NKF,Ren Ci.
I am freaking asking people for money because of CIP POINTS.
That's how frank i am.
I'm too straight-forward.
And that teacher wore that same outfit again.
Please , wearing black is NOT going to make you slim,or appear slimmer.
-___________-
I hope I passed today's geography test.
I don't know what aeroponics or hydroponics.
GEOGRAPHY IS MEANT TO TORTURE POOR AND PATHETIC KIDS LIKE ME.
It's not my fault that my brain cannot read maps what.
Today ate lunch with YangMing and Yunxuan.
We pranked Yangming by hiding her wallet in my bag.
We're such good friends. XP
BAHH.I'm going offline to do my maths homework and to study geography.
I'm such a good kid.
And bitch,don't you ever waste my money again by asking me such a stupid question.
[Quote of the day] ''I just want to show you,she don't even know you.''
Pasta and wallets,
Xenon
Labels: Today i did not get that empty feeling.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
5:23 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
At one point of your life
you just feel so empty
that you want to escape.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
8:26 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
Woke up at 5.45am today..
Then when i was about to leave, i realised my left eye's contact lenses is still on the table!!!
Curse it.
Then i was like,shit,because i dumped the solution in the DUSTBIN!
Today was not quite nervous actually.
But just feel emotion-less.
I think i did alright,except for the ''him'' part,screwed it up like hell!
I'm tired to update.
Everyone was so nice and everything.
Love ya all.
Apparently i don't want to think about anything.
Life sucks;
and i don't bloody give a damn anymore.
Boring life.
I want to escape.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
11:41 AM
Friday, February 5, 2010
Friday!
Shall update once again about drama..
Practised the CNY thingy again today.
Zaidi and Shakira keep making me laugh.
Today before drama,i keep feeling like vomitting.
Sigh..Then feel so unwell.
Today we have the what full dress rehearsal and i must wear what blue dress.
So awkard lah.
Then when we practise,i keep forgetting about my mike!!!!!!!
There's this awesome junior who keep help me carry my handphone pouch,damn good lah!He very automactic,its like he's a slave or something.But he very humble.
I like him,a very fantastic junior.
Then when we practise,i return to IR with shawn cos he want take his things then suddenly got lightning very loud,we run very fast..SO FUNNY LAH!!!!If you imagine its quite funny!
Then the people from NCC(land) also saw us.Damn paiseh.
We also went to idea boutique to choose clothing.
Actually i am suppose to wear a hideous orange dress but i am too short!
Yay,so i get to wear my own dress but it looks weird.
Shall go offline now,will go and buy contact lenses for drama tomorrow,
(:
[Quote of the day] Life is full of surprises~!
Blue and retarded,
-Xenon-
Labels: Surprise
Random Chatter Of Xenon
10:00 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
F lah.
I am sick and tired of your bloody attitude,
you could like totally write a book how to ruin someone's day,
so its always other people's fault?
Wake up,you are responsible for your own life.
I am getting more tired each day,
life is too boring to be true.
SAME ROUTINE EVERY SINGLE DAY!
Fuck it lah.
My irritating brother is currently beside , watching me blog.-.-
I detest Science to the core,who cares about atoms and stupid things like that?
It's not as if I want to be a scientist when i grow up.
Geography,i still got a bad feeling this year that i'm gonna fail.
I have been cursed by god .
I want to go Shanghai.
Stupid me,why didn't I ask?
Stupid me.
Stupid ME.
STUPID ME!
Please let bloody woman with big pores find my art piece.
Or else i need redo AGAIN.
Bloody woman.
Bloody woman.
Bloody WOMAN.
I shall be a good girl now and study for my chinese test tomorrow.:)
[Quote of the day] When it rains in your bedroom,everything is wrong.It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone.
Bad day,
-Xenon-
Random Chatter Of Xenon
4:56 PM
