Thursday, March 25, 2010
Well,this is how I feel with my life right now.
I have no idea what I'm doing with it,
just wasting it day by day.
Every routine seems the same to me,
school and home and cca.
It seemed as though i don't have a life.
I'm sick and being sad,
I'm sick of complaining about life
I'm sick of not being able to be happy everyday
Almost everyday I think about life,
and i ask myself why am i so miserable?
Life sucks when you have NOTHING and you have NOTHING to look forward to.
I'm easily content,really.
But it seems as if God want to play a joke on me.
I hate myself sometimes for complaining so easily.
I'm making others miserable by complaining too.
Sometimes i truly wonder whats the use of me being on Earth?
Sometimes i really wanted to escape.
I'm really tired of all this.
When I was younger,i used to KNOW what is call happy.
All i want now is to be happy.
Everything is driving me nuts.
Whats the use of trying so hard,whats the use?
When you get NOTHING back in return.
When i was a kid,i used to wonder why does teenagers complain so much.
Now i know why.
It's pathetic when you think your life is sad.
Don't tell me to cheer up because i know i won't
Life is meaningless ;
I'm writing all this,
from the very bottom of my heart.
Did you even realise its blue in colour?
-Xenon
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