Saturday, November 20, 2010
I think I am a very different person after this year,so much has happened that it is impossible to summarize everything into one post.
I admit this year,I have been feeling quite low sometimes,making complaints and stuff.
Stressed because of school stuff and all.
Actually quite thankful for that person,always there to listen to me rant,complaint.
There to comfort me,cheer me up when things go wrong..
And performances,
3 performances.
,Chinese New Year,Achievement Day as well as National Day,
I did dream of performing and stuff,didn't really thought it would really happen
I'm not as good in acting as you people claimed,
but nevertheless,I am quite proud of myself for having the courage to stand in front of so many people,to act.To ignore people's judgements..
Shanghai Trip,
I never thought I would have a chance to sit in an aeroplane,
lame i know.
The whole experience was an awesome one,even though the food is quite suckish at times.
As for U*,I find myself liking him stupid.
Should have known he's a flirt.
He's a good friend and everything,
but I don't think he know what love means.
He likes her because she has poise and everything,slim figure.
But I no longer envy her,cause an ugly heart will always remain ugly.
As for O*,.
I am still in the process of forgetting him,
I think I will miss walking by his classrooms and hoping to see him accidentally.
Close friends will know who I'm talking about.
Yes,its 他。
But everytime I see him,or when he make an attempt to talk to me,
I have this tendency to avoid and hide from him
I don't know why,I must have perceived to him as a very cold person
The last time me and him actually had a real conversation is in Jan or Feb,when I first know him..
It's the first conversation as well as the last.
Cause I built a wall.
As for _________,
we have become close friends after lots of chat sessions,
cannot believe I used to do such horrible things to her,I'm such a fucking bitch,feel so ashamed.
I was even jealous of her
zzzz,I'm so stupid.
Different classes next year,gonna miss her like mad and i meant it.
:(
And JX,
he moved.
No chance of sitting in the same bus anymore.
Coping with change is difficult sometimes.
-ZhiLing
Random Chatter Of Xenon
10:07 PM
Monday, November 15, 2010
I have survived sec 2.
MUAHAHHAAHHAHA
Next year = die.
Physics?
I highly doubt my brain can take it.
Chemistry?
I don't even know what atoms and all that crap.
Somemore next year o level chinese.
Bullshit ah!
New class somemore.
UGH
Tmr streaming results out.
Got cca somemore.
FUCK MY LIFE.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
8:50 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Sorry.
I have been taking someone for granted and I somewhat feel guilty.
It's always,let's call that person 3. Its always 3 listening to my complaints,its always me and me and me.
When did I even listen about 3's problems?
When I have problems,i go to 3.
Although 3 and I drift off a little already,but 3 was the one who pulled me up when I fell very hard this year over certain things.
This year I have been pretty emotional,
but i guess I learnt pretty much.
How not to take someone's sweet nothings so easily.
Let's call him 2.Another guy now.
I can't forget 2.
I can't.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
5:15 PM
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Recently I'm very forgetful and I feel very blank :(
And I don't know why.
Class BBQ was awesome yesterday.
Had a haircut @Ginza Hair Salon.
Turns out that the salon belong to my junior's mum.
WTF is wrong with me recently?
Mid-life crisis?
TSKTSK.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
2:40 PM
Saturday, November 6, 2010
I avoid cause I'm scared to fall again.
Random Chatter Of Xenon
8:25 PM
